Day 28

Its 11:07PM.... Wednesday 11th October 2007

As of now, its 3 days to Lebaran and half of the chores are being done.
Since i sleep in the leaving room, around me is bags of curtains still awaiting my mum to iron them up and me hanging them up on the curtain railings.
It has been a yearly routine for me to end the Lebaran preparations every year by hanging the curtains before lighting up the house with lights..

But as for now, im in a total wreck in my brain.
Problem is, I think too much of the future.
What about now, the present??
Are you going to think of somthing that dont even exist now?
Are you thinking about big times ahead??
Are you thinking of being a successful person right ahead even though you are nt doing anything??
Are you thinkng who eventually will be the lady you will share your life with in the future while all this moment you are being rejected and rejected all over again?
Wake up SaL... You are still young.... You have eons of ages left. You have your friends. Your Family. Your so called bosom buddies. You havent even finish National Service yet you still worry of what things are going to happen in the future.
Tell yourself. Tell your mind. Take things step by stem. Stone by stone.
Before that you go down and scold the fucking cheebye bangladeshis to stop crashing their beer bottles around.
Now im getting more pissed.
This blogging treatment is not working properly right now.
Now i go and take a parang and go down to murder the banglas..
Be right back...
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