Its another 9 more hours till i returned to my barracks @ HTA. SO much events are happening lately and Im feeling quite shagged over the weekend.
Firstly, I was in TTSH yesterday for more than 4 hours. My gastric problem got worse yesterday and to rub salt into my wounds, I overdosed more than 4 magnesium tablets and suddenly my skin felt that I was bitten by hundred of mosquitos. Was sent to hospital where i was kept under observation. Right now my tummy feels ok as I have burped more than I shit yesterday. But still haveto go on light duty as I have an MC from TTSH.
I would like to take an opportunity to congratulate my cousin, Nur Azilah as she's goin to tie the knot with her fiancee on Christmas Day. Christmas Eve will be a busy day for me as I need to be there to help out for the wedding. Another cousin tie the knot. When is goin to be my turn?
I think it is true that NS life travels so fast. PPl said you close your eyes and open it, suddenly u r nearing POP. Right now I am nearing IPPT. Feeling very nervous as the past 2 days I spent was lying on bed, recovering from the king of gastiris.
Well, there I go. Back to CAMP!!!!
Sunday, December 23, 2007
Friday, December 21, 2007
11 Zulhijjah
Thanks to NS, I never felt so shagged in my life. Maybe it is due to my late night jogging during HRH eve and also the PTs in Home Team Academy.
I supposed to meet my bi on HRH eve and today but we often have to cancelled it the last minute. Supposedly NS and having a nurse girlfriend is not a good combination. But I really appreciate her, cuz she is not a very possesive partner and a very giving person. So bi, hope one day we can go out k.... Cuz i damn freaking miss you during bunk nights in HTA!!!
Currently my body feels so light as before. Maybe is due to streneous PT sessions and also on the run whenever in camp. Not really looking forward on Sunday, but for PT and body sake, Im on!! No more freaking LD!!!
Eversince being NSF personnel, my life feels so empty cuz Im being used to work in the morning. Therefore have to change my mindset every now and then.
And a very shocking news. My coy commander is a not-so-distant relative of mine. That makes him a not-so-distant cousin, who is just freaking 20 years old.
I supposed to meet my bi on HRH eve and today but we often have to cancelled it the last minute. Supposedly NS and having a nurse girlfriend is not a good combination. But I really appreciate her, cuz she is not a very possesive partner and a very giving person. So bi, hope one day we can go out k.... Cuz i damn freaking miss you during bunk nights in HTA!!!
Currently my body feels so light as before. Maybe is due to streneous PT sessions and also on the run whenever in camp. Not really looking forward on Sunday, but for PT and body sake, Im on!! No more freaking LD!!!
Eversince being NSF personnel, my life feels so empty cuz Im being used to work in the morning. Therefore have to change my mindset every now and then.
And a very shocking news. My coy commander is a not-so-distant relative of mine. That makes him a not-so-distant cousin, who is just freaking 20 years old.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
10 Zulhijjah
Finally have the time to blog.
Currently out of camp till sunday. NS for the first few weeks was a bit tough since im on Prep course. Means everyday of physical training and it really drains ur mind out if u are not mentally prepared. Furthermore, being assigned as the Squad Leader is a tough job and also u are always being looked up, if not setting a good example with squadmates.
Currently down with stomach flu. My squadmates thought I really "keng" but actually i do have gastiris, except that I dun like to be looked like ayam sakit.
NS really made me meet some new guys. The squad is ethnically diversed in terms of races. Therefore I need to be mentally open-minded to how I talked.
Next week will be my IPPT. Hope I will pass. Aiming to do 9 pull-ups and 2.4 km run of 10 mins plus.
Currently out of camp till sunday. NS for the first few weeks was a bit tough since im on Prep course. Means everyday of physical training and it really drains ur mind out if u are not mentally prepared. Furthermore, being assigned as the Squad Leader is a tough job and also u are always being looked up, if not setting a good example with squadmates.
Currently down with stomach flu. My squadmates thought I really "keng" but actually i do have gastiris, except that I dun like to be looked like ayam sakit.
NS really made me meet some new guys. The squad is ethnically diversed in terms of races. Therefore I need to be mentally open-minded to how I talked.
Next week will be my IPPT. Hope I will pass. Aiming to do 9 pull-ups and 2.4 km run of 10 mins plus.
Monday, December 10, 2007
30 Zulkaedah
This is my last entry before I'm off to Home Team Academy for my NS. ThereforeI should keep this short, simple and sweet.
I went to CWP to do last minute shopping for my NS. While having a light dinner at Banquet, saw someone from my past. Actually its not the first time I saw them, but aplenty of times. Its like so hard to continue the normal friendship we had for 4 years ago since you used to be so crazy about her. You also feel so sour when you think you had something in hand but at the last minute, it just flew away. Just like that. I saw her with her current bf. I think they did saw me, but I just didnt care to look or glance, cuz the strong feeling of confusion and feeling sour is still there. Especially you thought of the sweet moments you've had together.
But I have since move on. I met someone else three years ago. And now I dun want to let that chance go again especially when the feeling is so strong that I can blow up a bus(according to my sms to her). Hopefully everything goes well and to Yatie, may u take care of yourself while I'm away.
That's all folks. Told you I want to keep it short. Have a good life ahead and may you be well when I meet you somewhere after the next two weeks!!!
I went to CWP to do last minute shopping for my NS. While having a light dinner at Banquet, saw someone from my past. Actually its not the first time I saw them, but aplenty of times. Its like so hard to continue the normal friendship we had for 4 years ago since you used to be so crazy about her. You also feel so sour when you think you had something in hand but at the last minute, it just flew away. Just like that. I saw her with her current bf. I think they did saw me, but I just didnt care to look or glance, cuz the strong feeling of confusion and feeling sour is still there. Especially you thought of the sweet moments you've had together.
But I have since move on. I met someone else three years ago. And now I dun want to let that chance go again especially when the feeling is so strong that I can blow up a bus(according to my sms to her). Hopefully everything goes well and to Yatie, may u take care of yourself while I'm away.
That's all folks. Told you I want to keep it short. Have a good life ahead and may you be well when I meet you somewhere after the next two weeks!!!
Sunday, December 9, 2007
29 Zulkaedah
Its another two days before I disappear for 2 long weeks. Means I need to pack 28 pairs of undergarments into my rucksack and buy all kinds of magazines to kill time during OTOT.
NS might be good for me after all. That's where I will forget my worries, especially of splurging too much on food. Also, the worries of getting boredat home. But I will miss my family and also miss being online, updating this blog. Think I'm beginning to appreciate the people aroundme.
Played football in the rain with the MUSG people. Good players. Bad weather. Bad field. To think I got lost in the park just to find the field, only to be stuck in the heavy rain. Luckily my handphone didnt get damaged by the superb amount of water that hit my phone. What was bad is my tummy. I created a puddle of puke in the middle of a field cuz I didnt ate breakfast. What they didnt know is that Im prone to gastiris.
I think Im beginning to find love now. Actually its not someone new. Its someone I know for the past three years. Someone that I could share my problems with. Someone who is very patient about things. Maybe after all these 4 years, maybe I found the right partner, hopefully in life. Now just waiting for her answer. Only God knows what is in her heart. I leave this all to Fate.
NS might be good for me after all. That's where I will forget my worries, especially of splurging too much on food. Also, the worries of getting boredat home. But I will miss my family and also miss being online, updating this blog. Think I'm beginning to appreciate the people aroundme.
Played football in the rain with the MUSG people. Good players. Bad weather. Bad field. To think I got lost in the park just to find the field, only to be stuck in the heavy rain. Luckily my handphone didnt get damaged by the superb amount of water that hit my phone. What was bad is my tummy. I created a puddle of puke in the middle of a field cuz I didnt ate breakfast. What they didnt know is that Im prone to gastiris.
I think Im beginning to find love now. Actually its not someone new. Its someone I know for the past three years. Someone that I could share my problems with. Someone who is very patient about things. Maybe after all these 4 years, maybe I found the right partner, hopefully in life. Now just waiting for her answer. Only God knows what is in her heart. I leave this all to Fate.
Friday, December 7, 2007
27 Zulkaedah
I tot after quitting Mac, I have all the time to do my own stuffs of resting at home. Instead, the past 3 days have been going back to town to and fro. And the rain didnt help either. Rain has been drenching the lands of Singapore for the past 36 hours. Luckily, it helps me saving electricity at home too. No need to on fan. No need to buy cold drinks. But I do need long sleeved shirts to sleep.
Its another 4 more days till I go to HTA. How time flies. Just 6 months ago, a bout of chicken pox spread in my family, hitting me 2 days before my enlistment date. Hit me real bad, as I was looking forward to life in Tekong. Luckily, God gave me my wish on why I didnt get SPF. God gave me the chance to know more people around my place. God gave me the teeny-weeny chance for me to love again. God gave me the chance to meet new ppl. God gave me chance to write more nicer songs.
Went back to Mac for one last time this afternoon. Did see a few of my friends there but for a brief while. My managers all asking me whether I wanted to return back to Mac. I gave them the probable answer and said maybe if I dun wanna study or find another job.
Im currently in process of writing a new song. One will be titled "Invincible", a song about ego and rejection. Another will be titled "Sleepless in Orchard", a song about our heartland teenagers and youngsters.
Its another 4 more days till I go to HTA. How time flies. Just 6 months ago, a bout of chicken pox spread in my family, hitting me 2 days before my enlistment date. Hit me real bad, as I was looking forward to life in Tekong. Luckily, God gave me my wish on why I didnt get SPF. God gave me the chance to know more people around my place. God gave me the teeny-weeny chance for me to love again. God gave me the chance to meet new ppl. God gave me chance to write more nicer songs.
Went back to Mac for one last time this afternoon. Did see a few of my friends there but for a brief while. My managers all asking me whether I wanted to return back to Mac. I gave them the probable answer and said maybe if I dun wanna study or find another job.
Im currently in process of writing a new song. One will be titled "Invincible", a song about ego and rejection. Another will be titled "Sleepless in Orchard", a song about our heartland teenagers and youngsters.
Wednesday, December 5, 2007
25 Zulkaedah
It might be sad that after 4 years, to be leaving the job that changes you internally and having lots of life exp with you, comes to the end of the road. But starting from today, there might be lights ahead, welcoming u with open hands. Welcome to the world. Leave all the memories behind and let the new-lings begin.
Yesterday was the last day of my service at Mac. All the aunties were taking so much about my departure, how they could not cope with PC(Product Caller station, which was my fave spot cuz i can sing and ogle at pretty customers there), and how lame the kitchen will be without my prescence. Brought my digicam to work also, in case to catch on with memories of friends but unluckily due to shifts and also customers streaming in, I didnt manage to take lots of pictures with impt ppl.
It is also ironic that my last shift coincides with my Boss shift. Boss just came back from a long MIA and to hear the stories of my last day almost prompted her to pour the orange juice mix onto me. HAHAHA... luckily wat i said is my last day.
By the way the pictures are in my friendster. SHould take more when I come back for one last time to return my belongings to Mac. Maybe for the last time, maybe not....
Yesterday was the last day of my service at Mac. All the aunties were taking so much about my departure, how they could not cope with PC(Product Caller station, which was my fave spot cuz i can sing and ogle at pretty customers there), and how lame the kitchen will be without my prescence. Brought my digicam to work also, in case to catch on with memories of friends but unluckily due to shifts and also customers streaming in, I didnt manage to take lots of pictures with impt ppl.
It is also ironic that my last shift coincides with my Boss shift. Boss just came back from a long MIA and to hear the stories of my last day almost prompted her to pour the orange juice mix onto me. HAHAHA... luckily wat i said is my last day.
By the way the pictures are in my friendster. SHould take more when I come back for one last time to return my belongings to Mac. Maybe for the last time, maybe not....
Monday, December 3, 2007
23 Zulkaedah
Sorry for the hiatus fans. I finally had the energy and time to go online now after 5 days of working, frustration and of cuz, massive headaches.
Firstly, I would like to point out that Dec 4 would be my final day of service in McDonalds. Although I didnt get promoted during the 4 years, but I think I did so much here. Here at Tanglin Mall, there are so many good crews that we hardly get promoted. Well, I think I'm goin to miss great times with friends and managers alike. I will miss all the disturbing of my BMs (Back-sink Managers), the noise and the fast talkers of the Indian Crews. Not forgetting some of the close friendships of certain friends I would like to highlight to (Jackie, Aisyah, Basith,Aidah, The MCRWs). The managers I work with. The aunties (especially the auntie who always buy me Nasi Lemak if I work AM shift. And to the rest that I met during my 4 years, I just wanna say a big THANK YOU for colouring my life all these while.
Back to McD again, to think that 2 years ago I was conteplating to quit because I couldnt get along with my former boss. She is well liked by some of my closest friends, but I cant work with someone always reprimanding me and throwing tantrums with me whenever she feels like. Luckily, i just be patient and because a certain close manager whom I confidedwith, I manage to stay on till tomorrow.
And becauseof McD, I met a new friend. Remember the girl I talked about all this while?? Yes, she may be reading my entries all thesewhile. And to think I blurted to her who is the "Kid" all these while. I know she may not be a kid, she's all grown up. But then she might have lots of things to learn in the future, especially when she reaches about my age. I used 2 play around when I was 17, dating non stop with different girls, but yet still not attached. But it was at 17, I learn the pain of being cheated by a girl I used to love. It hurt so much that I couldnt forget, even forgive her for 2 years. Now she's all grown up at 19, happily attached to a mat motor, I just cant understand why Im still all alone for the past 4 years.
Back to my McD friend, yes, crushes might be fun, but dunt generaliseall guys as same andwill cheat you. This applies to all girls too. Guys might be egoistical, but some has a heart of gold. I dun say I have a heart of gold, but then I never had the chance to give someone my heart. So, to this friend, I know I may not be right one and I would never force anyone to be with me. But do think about yourself and ur future. May the force bewith you.
I end this post with a heavy heart of leaving Mac. I may or may not be back. The tears and sweat I work for all these years may not be equal to how much money I earn there, but the life experienced is truly learn. 'M' is for Manchester United. 'M' is also for McDonalds. Both are red. Both are filled with passion. May the forcebe with both.
Firstly, I would like to point out that Dec 4 would be my final day of service in McDonalds. Although I didnt get promoted during the 4 years, but I think I did so much here. Here at Tanglin Mall, there are so many good crews that we hardly get promoted. Well, I think I'm goin to miss great times with friends and managers alike. I will miss all the disturbing of my BMs (Back-sink Managers), the noise and the fast talkers of the Indian Crews. Not forgetting some of the close friendships of certain friends I would like to highlight to (Jackie, Aisyah, Basith,Aidah, The MCRWs). The managers I work with. The aunties (especially the auntie who always buy me Nasi Lemak if I work AM shift. And to the rest that I met during my 4 years, I just wanna say a big THANK YOU for colouring my life all these while.
Back to McD again, to think that 2 years ago I was conteplating to quit because I couldnt get along with my former boss. She is well liked by some of my closest friends, but I cant work with someone always reprimanding me and throwing tantrums with me whenever she feels like. Luckily, i just be patient and because a certain close manager whom I confidedwith, I manage to stay on till tomorrow.
And becauseof McD, I met a new friend. Remember the girl I talked about all this while?? Yes, she may be reading my entries all thesewhile. And to think I blurted to her who is the "Kid" all these while. I know she may not be a kid, she's all grown up. But then she might have lots of things to learn in the future, especially when she reaches about my age. I used 2 play around when I was 17, dating non stop with different girls, but yet still not attached. But it was at 17, I learn the pain of being cheated by a girl I used to love. It hurt so much that I couldnt forget, even forgive her for 2 years. Now she's all grown up at 19, happily attached to a mat motor, I just cant understand why Im still all alone for the past 4 years.
Back to my McD friend, yes, crushes might be fun, but dunt generaliseall guys as same andwill cheat you. This applies to all girls too. Guys might be egoistical, but some has a heart of gold. I dun say I have a heart of gold, but then I never had the chance to give someone my heart. So, to this friend, I know I may not be right one and I would never force anyone to be with me. But do think about yourself and ur future. May the force bewith you.
I end this post with a heavy heart of leaving Mac. I may or may not be back. The tears and sweat I work for all these years may not be equal to how much money I earn there, but the life experienced is truly learn. 'M' is for Manchester United. 'M' is also for McDonalds. Both are red. Both are filled with passion. May the forcebe with both.
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