8 Syawal

Life is getting worse day by day. Working less times per week. Not doing anything very honouring in the moment. People offending me in MSN and my SMSes every day. Think people has make me the most hated man in technology planet nowadays.

I find girls nowadays getting more demanding, unreasonable and unrealistic nowadays. Many want their partners to have this kind of things, this kind of looks and the most shcoking things is, the traits must be in the same boy.

In the past, i would try to be the kind of guy they wanted. Most of them wanted a listening ear, someone who would be there with. When i tried to be like that, they would eventually leave for another guy and of course, (sorry for looking down on some of you,guys) the guys is nowhere and worse some of them are pathetic abusers, bringing down the reputations of gentlemen.

What i found out that, im nowhere on my X-Factor side. Maybe im just not the type of person that people would show off to the people. Maybe i just dun have enough talents that the girls could show to their parents. Maybe just because i dun have any transportation, people would bypass me, thinking im some kind of parasite that exists in the world.

I admit i am a bad conversationalist. I have the same questions for everyone when it comes to conversations. My conversations always starts like this

ME: Hey, how are you?
You answered
NE: Wat you doing?
You answered
NE:Not going out today
You answered. By the time you answered, you must be thinking how pathetic my life is.

Nowadays, im trying to add life to my conversations. Like some jokes. Or taking interests in your hobbies. Maybe become a 15 minute fan for the PCD may works too. In that way, maybe it may add more colours in life.

Or maybe you can work it out by taking an interests in my life too...