13 Syawal

I can't believe that im feeling all stressed up because of nothing. Not work. But nowadays I feel that i have no companions to share my time with especially during my free time.

That's the main reason why I wanted to work everyday. Because I have lots of time in hand. And also I feel like a forgotten man without a friend.

A lot of my friends suggested, since u have lots of time in hand, u better find a girlfriend. Trust me, that is the worst idea I ever come across with. Cuz the stress of having a girlfriend is worst than taking ur O Level Exams. The stress to make her happy. The stress of going out with her. The stress of thinking of spending lots of money on her. If only there such thing as "traditional women" nowadays. Women nowadays are independent. But to me, in this world there is no such thing as independent. Cuz we are interdependent on each other.

My only hope is, hopefully i find a friend who lives nearby, who can hang out with me whenever im free. Cuz life is such a bore nowadays. And it never gets right.