As you know guys, i only have sufficient time to post my thoughts once or twice every week as 70% of my life now revolves around HTA. So bear with it cuz as May approaches, I will have more stories to tell you about my NS life.
Its quite mind buggling, yet encouraging to watch ur seniors having their Passing Out Parade. Especially you are the only squad around to watch them. Some may feel full of envy. SOme might cry for them. But to see their faces after the parade and listening to them shouting the magic phrase"POP oh!!!" is really a joy to watch. I almost shed a tear for the seniors. It really encourages me to do well in my IPPT (I still fail pull ups!!!) anddo well in my law studies and also everything else that is offered in the course.
Life in Basic Training is the best time to have in NS life cuz you are often surrounded by friends of different identities. You laugh together. Sleep together. Laugh Together. Play Together. Cry Together. And maybe pass out together. It seems that in HTA, Im having the best times thats occuring in my life. But my life takes for the worst when I left the gates. It seems that my life is so limited to social around, Im still not getting used to life when we have walk out. Hopefully I will do something to improve my social life. Maybe less of online chatting??
Sunday, January 20, 2008
Sunday, January 13, 2008
5 Muharram 1428H
Sorry guys for not updating my blog for a long time. Thats y I warned you last month, NSFs do not have the time to post all this shit. Btw, its the start of the new year in the Muslim Calendar. So far I have adapted to my NS life. Failed my 2.4km run this week and my book out time has been cut short to half a day. Hell.
I may have adapted to life in camp and 24 hours under the noses of the instructors and enciks, but when I cross over the gates of Home Team Academy, my life suddenly turns to another point of view. Ever since December 11, my social life has totally changed in a snap of my fingers. No more hanging out all day. No more jamming with my band mates. And the story of my band hangs in a balance of my hairline cuz I simple do not have the time and energy to do what I used to do.
Weekend dates have been non-existent. In fact, I think people now lie too much about their status. It hurts when u think you might be looking forward to a fun life outside the gates, but suddenly it all comes crashing down just by the slip of the tongue or ur indecisiveness.
Whatever it is, i just want to have my old life back. Btw, I have started writing music in camp. Hopefully the band will come back soon. Getting envious of the 129th Intake. Their POP's on this Friday. Haiz, 3 more months to POP. But NS life totally rocks!!!
I may have adapted to life in camp and 24 hours under the noses of the instructors and enciks, but when I cross over the gates of Home Team Academy, my life suddenly turns to another point of view. Ever since December 11, my social life has totally changed in a snap of my fingers. No more hanging out all day. No more jamming with my band mates. And the story of my band hangs in a balance of my hairline cuz I simple do not have the time and energy to do what I used to do.
Weekend dates have been non-existent. In fact, I think people now lie too much about their status. It hurts when u think you might be looking forward to a fun life outside the gates, but suddenly it all comes crashing down just by the slip of the tongue or ur indecisiveness.
Whatever it is, i just want to have my old life back. Btw, I have started writing music in camp. Hopefully the band will come back soon. Getting envious of the 129th Intake. Their POP's on this Friday. Haiz, 3 more months to POP. But NS life totally rocks!!!
Saturday, January 5, 2008
26 Zulhijjah
Back after bookout. Its been almost a month since i entered NS life. End of Prep Course. Still have not passed my IPPT but currently beginning to enjoy barrack life. Especially if u got crazy friends with different antics and also mixing around lots with people around your company.
Haven't been feeling too well cause im down with flu cum throat infection. Have been on LD for 2 days but since Prep Course ended means there isnt much physical training (for now,maybe??)
Im trying to get a life mixed with weekdays staying in HTA. Currently single again, for the moment cause I cant find time for a relationship. But if anyone decided to volunteer herself or someone who decided to know me better, please do approach me and leave me comments. I will MAKE SURE I will come to you more better (ehem!!), with any satisfaction guaranteed!!
I think my squadmates havent know me too well. I know I have a complex character and I may not act my age, but that is just the beginning. People will know me better once I get comfortable with u all,k?? Im just slow at being comfortable with people whom I just met.
Havent been able to compose songs properly. Maybe it is due to tiredness and also the strict rule in barracks. Hmm... maybe I need to apply what i have learnt in HTA to my social life. HURRY UP AHHH!!!!!
Haven't been feeling too well cause im down with flu cum throat infection. Have been on LD for 2 days but since Prep Course ended means there isnt much physical training (for now,maybe??)
Im trying to get a life mixed with weekdays staying in HTA. Currently single again, for the moment cause I cant find time for a relationship. But if anyone decided to volunteer herself or someone who decided to know me better, please do approach me and leave me comments. I will MAKE SURE I will come to you more better (ehem!!), with any satisfaction guaranteed!!
I think my squadmates havent know me too well. I know I have a complex character and I may not act my age, but that is just the beginning. People will know me better once I get comfortable with u all,k?? Im just slow at being comfortable with people whom I just met.
Havent been able to compose songs properly. Maybe it is due to tiredness and also the strict rule in barracks. Hmm... maybe I need to apply what i have learnt in HTA to my social life. HURRY UP AHHH!!!!!
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