Day 26

Its 4 days away from Hari Raya. The room is still in a mess. Im short of cash and Im lazy to do spring cleaning now. Nonetheless, im still not ready for Hari Raya.

Got 2 days off given by Boss. Guess she must know hw much break we malays need to have as our families are waiting for us to help them decor the whole house during raya. Maybe I will help clean the windows one day and the other day to wash the toilets(which i hate most!). The curtains have been put down and washed and a new set will be awaiting me on the eve of Raya(which im scheduled to work till late!).

To the guys who wanna know whether Im free of cigarettes, the answer is still NO. But im working on cutting down smoking to just 1-2 per week. I've stopped buying cigarettes already and im just waiting for the time when i can just stop lighting up. Maybe i could be an anti-social smoker!

My love life is still slow right now. Im feeling deeply frustrated at meeting new people cuz it just happens all the same.Im feeling like a bad lover right now. Its always after one meet, the girl will keep quiet. next thing i knew she's attached and there goes poor me finding for another true love. If only I knew who my love is.....