12 Syawal

These few weeks have been an out of sorts week for me. I suddenly have so much to think about nowadays. ANd some things that are not in my mind have been bugging me too.

These few days, ive been feeling that everyone have been avoiding me, especially those who never replied my msgs. I understand that some of you people are trying to save costs by spending less time on sms-es but it would be a great pleasure for you to at least reply a message giving me a warning sms stating you cant be replying my messages. That way i wouldnt be wasting mine too. Sms-es are precious to me as it would determine me from being either a good jock or a loser. For that, i would extend my heartfelt thanks for one of my friend, ms nuraida for giving me warning msgs everytime ur bill is "bombed". For that, i will take your word and wait patiently till u msg me back.... But right now, i felt that my handphone is in no use cuz its been a week since someone really has a conversation with me on SMS....

Im in a dilemma that could decide my future now. Im in a crossroads of either signing on with SCDF or police. Some of my relatives and friends who used to be in Police NS said that nowadays to sign on with SPF, u have to take your own initiative to sign on. Its no more of the officer spot ur talent and recommend you to sign on. For that, i need to wait after NS to sign on. SCDF also just called me for my 2nd interview, but im in two minds not to go as i m fickle minded.... HMM...

I just got another niece last saturday. She's a month ahead of time, therefore needed to spend an extra mth in KK NICU. Tot missy Yatie could help me look after my niece but unfortunately, she's in another ICU.... Sorry,bi!!!