Frankly, I hate ppl judging me for i am not. Most ppl think i'm a mat because i look like one and shld stay away frm them. To me a "mat" thinks about three things in his life. Bikes, sex and money. I rarely think about those three. I am even not interested in riding a bike. I am sick of ppl avoiding me for thinking for what i am not.
I am the kind of a person who likes to express his own views and stand up for it. When i feel that i need to say smthing out, i just say it. But some ppl just dun except reality or what he is. In the end, they just dun accept the comments being thrown at them and calling ppl like me ppl who are there to ruin their life.
Just a few mths ago, a girl in my MSN told me that i dun understand women cuz i dun understand her about her views of getting married at a young age. Tell me, if u r 18, still schooling and just have a bf who is like 10 yrs older than u but just met, do u think u r ready for marriage?? Does having a stable job means u r ready for marriage. To me marriage is abt these three impt things: trust, stability and love. Being with an older man doesnt meant love. Being in a relationship doesnt mean it is stable. But what angers me is hw quick she is to judge me that i dun understand women. Well, im nt in the league to say that i know what women wants but i know what my gal pals preferences. Doesnt mean i dun agree on one girl's view doesnt mean i dun understand the entire women race.
I also hate being call a playboy. I admit, i do flirt around sociably and not for sex. I do have a good number of female friends. Reason being, girls are very good listeners. Even i think a minah is also a good listener. So dun go ard saying im a playboy. U can call me a flirt but nt a playboy cuz i dun go ard fucking girls for fun.
So 2 the girl who misunderstood me, we could have been good listening partners, we could even be more than that, but u choose to piss me off for smth that u think u r rite. U know who u are and i appreciate it.
Currently listening to: Lips of an angel(Hinder)
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
The aftermath of the match
It was the day after the first win for the Devils. Feeling very relieved but at the same time worried whether my prediction (see the entry far below) is right and spot on. The deciding date that will see whether my prediction is accurate will be on matchday 27.
Im still on my United "fast". (See entry when United lose to the f*cking Citeh) My united kits are still stored under the bed and if United should beat Sunderland next week, i would wash them just in case no cockroaches went living into my shirts. The only thing that i can see the light of United is my bro's birthday clock.
I've decided that I want to work in SCDF either as a Paramedic or a Fire Rescue Officer. Did applied online in the scdf website and gosh, the questionnaires really remined me of Project Management module I took last year.(Interesting it would helped me now.) Now im just hpoing that they would accept me. If i got accepted, no NS at Tekong!!!
McD schedule is really crazy on Wednesday. Imagine i worked from 5 till 12 on that day and on Thursday i started work at 9am... WTF... means only 4 hours of sleep for me. And they giving me the offday on a Tuesday??? What the hell am i going to do on tuesday?? Go and lock myself in a room playing Championship Manager. Or stay glued on TV to watch reruns of Indo sinetrons on Sensasi?? I'd be rather writing a song on lame excuses....
I really aiming the age of 27 to get married. I think my aim is getting closer now, if i managed to find a job as soon as possible.
Im still on my United "fast". (See entry when United lose to the f*cking Citeh) My united kits are still stored under the bed and if United should beat Sunderland next week, i would wash them just in case no cockroaches went living into my shirts. The only thing that i can see the light of United is my bro's birthday clock.
I've decided that I want to work in SCDF either as a Paramedic or a Fire Rescue Officer. Did applied online in the scdf website and gosh, the questionnaires really remined me of Project Management module I took last year.(Interesting it would helped me now.) Now im just hpoing that they would accept me. If i got accepted, no NS at Tekong!!!
McD schedule is really crazy on Wednesday. Imagine i worked from 5 till 12 on that day and on Thursday i started work at 9am... WTF... means only 4 hours of sleep for me. And they giving me the offday on a Tuesday??? What the hell am i going to do on tuesday?? Go and lock myself in a room playing Championship Manager. Or stay glued on TV to watch reruns of Indo sinetrons on Sensasi?? I'd be rather writing a song on lame excuses....
I really aiming the age of 27 to get married. I think my aim is getting closer now, if i managed to find a job as soon as possible.
Monday, August 27, 2007
Why football is bad for life?
Ladies and Gentleman, I am "sorry" to inform you that the Red Devils had finally won. Without giving 100%. Without the stars. And out of nothing.
I almost had hypertension while watching the match just now. The defence looks shabby. They almost gave away 2 goals. And VDS was also as rubbish. He keeps doing simple mistakes that a top class goalie shouldnt do. Brown and Ferdinand was also rubbish. Brown could not contest the speed of the new welsh wizard Gareth Bale and Ferdinand almost gave away a goal to Dimitar Berbatov. But they were made to atone their mistakes with two goal-line clearence that saved United from crashing dwn the table.
The attacks were also rubbish. Nani were giving away silly fouls that a schoolboy could have done. Tevez was hardworking, but he was as helpless as RObisnson Crusoe, being the lone striker against the towering Spurs defensive wall. And Giggs and Scholes were useless as well, not being the usual suspects to lead the attack.
But out of nothing, Nani did wat his price tag would justified his talent and scored an absolute screamer. Out of nothing. I would say Nani would not deserve his MOTM award at all. Cuz he was absolutely rubbish. I would say the man who shld deserve it was Chris Eagles... Cuz he added an extra dimension to the attack. His tireless runs tired the two Spurs centre backs Ricardo Rocha and Anthony Gardner.
But I would say football is bad for your health. Cuz when your team plays well, they just could not win. But when your team plays as rubbish as a novice player, they won out of nothing. So, Devils, please continue your rubbish throughout the season so that we will win the "Most Rubbish Team ever but yet won the title out of nothing" award. And we do miss Ron and Roon.
I almost had hypertension while watching the match just now. The defence looks shabby. They almost gave away 2 goals. And VDS was also as rubbish. He keeps doing simple mistakes that a top class goalie shouldnt do. Brown and Ferdinand was also rubbish. Brown could not contest the speed of the new welsh wizard Gareth Bale and Ferdinand almost gave away a goal to Dimitar Berbatov. But they were made to atone their mistakes with two goal-line clearence that saved United from crashing dwn the table.
The attacks were also rubbish. Nani were giving away silly fouls that a schoolboy could have done. Tevez was hardworking, but he was as helpless as RObisnson Crusoe, being the lone striker against the towering Spurs defensive wall. And Giggs and Scholes were useless as well, not being the usual suspects to lead the attack.
But out of nothing, Nani did wat his price tag would justified his talent and scored an absolute screamer. Out of nothing. I would say Nani would not deserve his MOTM award at all. Cuz he was absolutely rubbish. I would say the man who shld deserve it was Chris Eagles... Cuz he added an extra dimension to the attack. His tireless runs tired the two Spurs centre backs Ricardo Rocha and Anthony Gardner.
But I would say football is bad for your health. Cuz when your team plays well, they just could not win. But when your team plays as rubbish as a novice player, they won out of nothing. So, Devils, please continue your rubbish throughout the season so that we will win the "Most Rubbish Team ever but yet won the title out of nothing" award. And we do miss Ron and Roon.
Friday, August 24, 2007
Jelly Head...
I'm so tired today that i overslept for so long.. woke up at 11 today.. Tired! Tired! Tired!
Gotta do housework now..
Gotta do housework now..
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
Redemption
Today, my head feels like jelly... maybe its due to lack of sleep these few days and my working schedule is like depriving me of my sleep...
Its Jokes Time!
There are three guys named Do,Re and Mi. They have been living together for years. One day, while on the way home, Do passed by a hill which happens to be the Magical Hill. Do saw a sign which says, "SHout out your greatest need in life and it will GRANT you". Since Do wants to be rich, Do shouts,"MONEY!!" and money falls down from the sky.
Doe tells Re about the miracle that befall him. Re then went to the hill himself. Since Re is a womanizer, Re shouts "Women!!" and thousands of beautiful women, even more beautiful than those at the ORchard Towers fell down from the sky.
Re being the selfish one, vandalised the signboard and told Mi at home that he needs to whisper to the tree on the hill to get their desire. Mi, being the most stupidest one, followed Re's order and procedes to the hill. Since he was crazy about Mars Bars, he went to whispered to the tree. No reaction followed. He whispered again. No reaction. Losing patience, Mi walks away. WHile walking away, he stumbled upon a pebble. Being angry, Mi shouted "Arsehole!!!". Saying that, Mi is bludgeoned by thousands of falling asses from the sky...
Currently listening to: Redemption by Shadows Fall
Its Jokes Time!
There are three guys named Do,Re and Mi. They have been living together for years. One day, while on the way home, Do passed by a hill which happens to be the Magical Hill. Do saw a sign which says, "SHout out your greatest need in life and it will GRANT you". Since Do wants to be rich, Do shouts,"MONEY!!" and money falls down from the sky.
Doe tells Re about the miracle that befall him. Re then went to the hill himself. Since Re is a womanizer, Re shouts "Women!!" and thousands of beautiful women, even more beautiful than those at the ORchard Towers fell down from the sky.
Re being the selfish one, vandalised the signboard and told Mi at home that he needs to whisper to the tree on the hill to get their desire. Mi, being the most stupidest one, followed Re's order and procedes to the hill. Since he was crazy about Mars Bars, he went to whispered to the tree. No reaction followed. He whispered again. No reaction. Losing patience, Mi walks away. WHile walking away, he stumbled upon a pebble. Being angry, Mi shouted "Arsehole!!!". Saying that, Mi is bludgeoned by thousands of falling asses from the sky...
Currently listening to: Redemption by Shadows Fall
For the Love of God
I did not have the most memorable days at home today... Guess I was so tired that after breakfast i went str8 to bed. Maybe due to the late night chatting with CT yesterday.....
Btw, working closing today. The power closers were nt around therefore we did not finish as fast as usual.
The past few days have been very down for me. One is due to Man Utd not winning(again!) and of cuz i had a dream last sunday that disturbs me most of the time.
It started with me and the rest of 7Inches jamming under the block. Suddenly out of the blue, i saw 2 distant figures away. One was a tanned man and another was a long haired lady, wearing a ponytail but with a big belly, i guessed she was pregnant. But when the figures come closer towards me, i figured that the pregnant lady was my ex and the man was a distant cousin. Then i called them up. The lady, which happened to be my ex told that she is carrying her baby and is getting married soon. I was shocked. Fair enough it might not shock u but there were certain things that really stunned me till now i still cant figure out the purpose of the dream.
Main points:
- This was my ex back in 2003. We first met while i was sheltering her down her block in sembawang and at that time, we happened to see a pregnant woman.
- The song that we jammed in the dream was the very last song that i penned with 7Inches. It was called BlackRose Thorns, which is meant to condemn her
- I have not thought or seen my ex for the last 6 mths. Hw come she suddenly pop in my dream out of the blue? Curious.
- The bus that she went out was SMRT Service 169. It was also the first bus where we always go home on after sch. In fact, it was the bus that stops in front of my house!!
K then. Enough of the dream. Blackrose and thorns will be the main single if we managed to break through the music scene.
Currently listening to: For the Love of God by STeve Vai ( one of my fave Vai solos is in this songs)
Btw, working closing today. The power closers were nt around therefore we did not finish as fast as usual.
The past few days have been very down for me. One is due to Man Utd not winning(again!) and of cuz i had a dream last sunday that disturbs me most of the time.
It started with me and the rest of 7Inches jamming under the block. Suddenly out of the blue, i saw 2 distant figures away. One was a tanned man and another was a long haired lady, wearing a ponytail but with a big belly, i guessed she was pregnant. But when the figures come closer towards me, i figured that the pregnant lady was my ex and the man was a distant cousin. Then i called them up. The lady, which happened to be my ex told that she is carrying her baby and is getting married soon. I was shocked. Fair enough it might not shock u but there were certain things that really stunned me till now i still cant figure out the purpose of the dream.
Main points:
- This was my ex back in 2003. We first met while i was sheltering her down her block in sembawang and at that time, we happened to see a pregnant woman.
- The song that we jammed in the dream was the very last song that i penned with 7Inches. It was called BlackRose Thorns, which is meant to condemn her
- I have not thought or seen my ex for the last 6 mths. Hw come she suddenly pop in my dream out of the blue? Curious.
- The bus that she went out was SMRT Service 169. It was also the first bus where we always go home on after sch. In fact, it was the bus that stops in front of my house!!
K then. Enough of the dream. Blackrose and thorns will be the main single if we managed to break through the music scene.
Currently listening to: For the Love of God by STeve Vai ( one of my fave Vai solos is in this songs)
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Cause we've ended as lovers
Just came back from work. Wat a tiring day it was... Our Chong closer(Puga) went on MC again, so i and another closer have to share the closing task we had to do...
As usual, i was feeling like a man who had just lose his wife or girlfriend. Maybe it is due to hurtful comments against the Devils poor form of the season. I kept hiding my disappointment and telling my workmates that if the Devils beat Spurs next weekend, they will go on to a 23-match winning streak.( And if United did that, if God had read this, i will go donate 50 bucks to the nearest mosque.) As usual i had my thoughts too. What if they failed to win again?? Does this means relegation for the Devils after 32 years on the top flight?? The Devils' squad has too good quality to get relegated. But then, nothing is impossible.
And for the moment, I will not try to add shoutboxes or change the designs of this blog, cuz it is just a moment of my thoughts waiting to get out of this robotic brain of mine.
Currently working on a song im writing. Hope 7 Inches will get back soon so that we can compose new songs, jam and maybe gig again.
Currently listening: Cause We've ENded Up as Lovers by Jeff Beck( good song to listen to nurse a broken heart)
As usual, i was feeling like a man who had just lose his wife or girlfriend. Maybe it is due to hurtful comments against the Devils poor form of the season. I kept hiding my disappointment and telling my workmates that if the Devils beat Spurs next weekend, they will go on to a 23-match winning streak.( And if United did that, if God had read this, i will go donate 50 bucks to the nearest mosque.) As usual i had my thoughts too. What if they failed to win again?? Does this means relegation for the Devils after 32 years on the top flight?? The Devils' squad has too good quality to get relegated. But then, nothing is impossible.
And for the moment, I will not try to add shoutboxes or change the designs of this blog, cuz it is just a moment of my thoughts waiting to get out of this robotic brain of mine.
Currently working on a song im writing. Hope 7 Inches will get back soon so that we can compose new songs, jam and maybe gig again.
Currently listening: Cause We've ENded Up as Lovers by Jeff Beck( good song to listen to nurse a broken heart)
Monday, August 20, 2007
Hangover.
So frustrated about United's defeat yesterday, i tore down all the posters from the wall and also kept my jerseys into a bag under the bed. I will continue doing this till United win the 2nd game of the season.
Woke up late this morning due to me sleeping late yesterday. Wrote lyrics for two of the new tunes that i have kept in my hp since two months ago. Maybe if i have the time, i post it here, but afraid that some idiots might steal the lyrics and make it into "Lolly's" song. SO not to be afraid.... i think i will post it down here, without the tunes...
Working at five today. Slacking afternoon!!
Woke up late this morning due to me sleeping late yesterday. Wrote lyrics for two of the new tunes that i have kept in my hp since two months ago. Maybe if i have the time, i post it here, but afraid that some idiots might steal the lyrics and make it into "Lolly's" song. SO not to be afraid.... i think i will post it down here, without the tunes...
Working at five today. Slacking afternoon!!
start of something terrific
woot... hiya u all.....
just wanna say hw a bad august for me as a devils fan watching ur beloved devils crumbled even they had played well... reason: they cant score.
well, i had every reason to spot on y they cant score. teams had knew they tactice beforehand, therefore they know hw to contain united's free flowing attack and score from their defensive frailities. But i boldly predict united to win the treble. Y? Look at 1999 and see the records.
1998/1999 season
United W0 D3 L0
2007/2008 season
United W0 D2 L1
answer to win games: buy another established striker, someone like nikola zigic or klass jan huntelaar will do.
nwadays, my life had been in the downside too, since i had my chicken pox back in june. Just got my PES B back last week and nw still slacking. Havent been meeting new people nwadays, maybe due to my yearning to see the devils winning again.
was surfing wanderlessly in friendster just nw. didnt find much new ppl there either. maybe its because most ppl are getting so fake, they even faked their own ages there. Grow up girls and boys, its time to get spanked and induced by memory healing water.
just wondering, y most ppl hate unreqruited love... if it was me, i would open my arms wide open.
curently listening to: Godzilla(Fu Manchu)
just wanna say hw a bad august for me as a devils fan watching ur beloved devils crumbled even they had played well... reason: they cant score.
well, i had every reason to spot on y they cant score. teams had knew they tactice beforehand, therefore they know hw to contain united's free flowing attack and score from their defensive frailities. But i boldly predict united to win the treble. Y? Look at 1999 and see the records.
1998/1999 season
United W0 D3 L0
2007/2008 season
United W0 D2 L1
answer to win games: buy another established striker, someone like nikola zigic or klass jan huntelaar will do.
nwadays, my life had been in the downside too, since i had my chicken pox back in june. Just got my PES B back last week and nw still slacking. Havent been meeting new people nwadays, maybe due to my yearning to see the devils winning again.
was surfing wanderlessly in friendster just nw. didnt find much new ppl there either. maybe its because most ppl are getting so fake, they even faked their own ages there. Grow up girls and boys, its time to get spanked and induced by memory healing water.
just wondering, y most ppl hate unreqruited love... if it was me, i would open my arms wide open.
curently listening to: Godzilla(Fu Manchu)
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